Only God Knows

Today I am especially reminded of what a precious gift Austin is.
A child was lost today and my heart aches for a family who will never hold their son again. A twin sister who will never be able to feel that bond again, or perhaps have a unfillable void. A new baby on the way who will only hear memories of how special their older brother was. I guess it is not right for us to guestion Gods plan. I cannot help but feel sadness for this family and yet still have anger that the God that I believe in could cause so much pain. Why this child, why any child for that matter. I know that he is playing in Heaven now, and will be an angel to watch over his family. God speed Jakob.
Hold your babies a little tighter tonight, and give thanks.